Almost Like Being in Love
by Steve Kluger
ISBN: 0060595833
Perennial/ HarperCollins, 2004
Paper, 368 pages, $13.95
No one likes a wise guy unless, of course, the guy in mind is writer
Steve Kluger; then all bets are off. Kluger hit at least a triple with
his hilarious first epistolary novel about FDR, professional baseball,
New York Giants player Charlie Banks, in particular, and a slightly
deranged but loveable kid named Joey Margolis who needed a hero, had a
wicked way with a pen and far too much time on his hands in the comedic
novel Last Days of Summer (Avon, 1998). Now, with Almost Like Being in
Love, Kluger has hit a grand slam home run in the world of gay comic
fiction. Reading Almost Like Being in Love is well, almost like being
in love. Once you have read it, you want to shout it to the world.
“Ain’t Love Grand!”
Kluger has greatly upped the stakes in his riotously funny love story
that is really a three-act farce with one twenty-year intermission.
ACT I: “Brigadoon” -- Craig and Travis Fall in Love
In the vanishing months of their senior year two young gay guys at the
Beckley School, Tarrytown, NY speak for the first time at a moment in
their lives that just happens to coincide with the nuclear explosion of
their gay hormones. To add just a tad more combustibility to the
chemistry, Kluger’s gay lovers could not possibly be more different.
Craig McKenna is the Golden Boy of Beckley School (Room 311). Although
short of stature he is a ferocious competitor and a gifted athlete on
the grid iron (leading the Black-and-Grey to a 10-0 senior season) and
a batting sensation at home plate with a 11-game hitting streak. Craig
was not only the only sophomore to ever win the Beckley School
citizenship award, he’ll soon to be presented with the annual Beckley
Victory Cup, the school’s first unanimous choice as Best Athlete.
In his four years at Beckley, Craig has never even spoken to Travis
Puckett, the class brain, unsurpassed nerd, and resident “queer”
according to his homophobic classmates. Although mercilessly picked on
during his first two years at Beckley, Travis has managed to hide out
in the school library and make frequent secret excursions to the
Broadway mezzanines for Ethel Merman musicals until he becomes
blissfully “invisible” to his fellow students. Travis’ life goal is to
own every Broadway original soundtrack ever recorded and he is not
above an all-night hitch-hiking trip of three hundred miles to
Scranton, PA to secure a rare copy of Anthony Perkins singing the score
of Frank Loesser’s “Greenwillow,” much to the horror of the otherwise
heroic Craig who fails to understand such madness.
The only person pre-Craig who really knows Travis is Gordo, his
roommate. Travis has spent four years with the school’s biggest slob,
Gordon Duboise. It took eight months of their freshman year for the
super straight Gordo to warm up to Travis, but once he did, he began to
see the virtues Travis possesses – the chromosomes of genius and a huge
heart. Nevertheless, the Travis-Gordo rapprochement has never
accommodated their Oscar and Felix-like existence (see the DVD of Neil
Simon’s 1968 “The Odd Couple” with Jack Lemmon and Walter Matthau if
you are really THAT young) with a clear line of demarcation that runs
the length of their shared room. Gordo is such a slob that he can close
his eyes and by whiff of scent alone identify from his mountains of
dirty laundry a singular item. “What stinks?” inquires Travis and Gordo
quickly replies, “Sweatshirt…Georgia Tech.” (p. 14) And, of
course, he is perfectly correct.
Although Craig is the star athlete, it is Travis who fakes right and
makes an unexpected “save” (thanks to Peabody’s Contemporary Criticism)
on the subject of romance and Wuthering Heights in order to rescue
Craig in Mr. Naylor’s senior English class that finally brings the guys
together. Toss in a backstage second “save” when Travis topples off a
ladder into Craig’s muscular arms and instantly falls in love with the
dimple in his chin. The feeling quickly becomes mutual as the two work
backstage for the school-year-ending joint musical with Beckley’s boys’
and Mary Immaculate’s girls’ version of the Lerner & Loewe’s
classic “Brigadoon” (Hence the novel’s title, the love song, “Almost
Like Being in Love” that Gene Kelly sang to Cyd Charisse in the 1954
MGM-Vincent Minnelli movie musical classic.)
From that moment on through their first kiss and a magical summer
spending their days together stocking the album bins together at Colony
Records and every other waking moment locked in each other’s arms in
their shared West 92nd Street flat in New York City, Craig and Travis
discover all the incredible magic of first love. Life and love have
never been sweeter.
Then, of course, there was “Smerko” (AKA actor Bobby Di Cicco) from the
real 1978 movie “I Wanna Hold Your Hand” a wild comedy about a bunch of
New Jersey teens who head for New York City to see the Beatles make
their first-ever USA appearance on TV’s “Ed Sullivan” show in 1964. The
movie was one of the few box office flops for director Robert Zemeckis
(“Back to the Future” and “Forest Gump”) and producer Stephen
Spielberg, but back in 1978 it was the movie touchstone for Craig and
Travis’ all-to-brief love affair. The Jimmy Dean-type tough guy in the
movie is Tony Smerko and both Travis and Craig wanted to nail down
“Smerko” as their nickname in their first brush with romance. Craig
wins the coin toss, but pretends to lose because he realizes Travis
needs to be “Smerko” more than he does. (Thanks to DVD, and very
possibly Steve Kluger’s popular Almost Like Being in Love, the film was
finally released for home viewing late in 2004.)
But even “Smerko” could not stop time and all too quickly the magic
summer of 1978 comes to an end and prior college commitments bring the
love story to a close almost before it has really begun. Tearfully, the
lovers bid adieu and Craig, the Golden Boy of Beckley and the only
member of his class to be accepted at Harvard, heads for Cambridge
while Travis, wanting to get as far away from his parents as possible,
flies to sunny Los Angeles to begin his college career at the
University of Southern California. The letters and phone calls grow
fewer and soon the romance of their life has been lost, seemingly
forever, and it is time for…
Intermission. A Twenty-Year Intermission!*
(During the Intermission a slight *Program Note may be helpful. A
fundamental ingredient in the guys’ first love was that Craig
introduced Travis to pro baseball, especially the Boston Red Sox, his
heroes, while Travis has unveiled the Broadway musical stage, Ethel
Merman, and original musical soundtracks to Craig.)
ACT II: Twenty Years Later
Fast forward twenty years. Craig has successfully completed both a
Harvard undergrad degree and ever the Golden Boy, has also graduated
with honors from Harvard Law School and now practices law in Saratoga,
New York with his law school chum Charleen. Similarly, Travis has
breezed through college degrees and gained a professorship at USC where
he is an improbably popular history professor with jocks even though he
is openly gay chiefly because he so successfully fascinates and holds
the interests of athletes by relating the British Colonial period and
the American Revolution to pro baseball. A sample final exam question
in his class is: “Pick a Revolutionary War All-Star team that includes
General Dan Morgan behind the plate and spitball pitcher Benjamin
Franklin on the mound. Then pit them against the 1911 New York Giants.
Box scores, please.” (p. 105)
Twenty years later, after that magic summer of 1978, Travis is 37,
leading a successful but largely desultory life and has still not found
love, but has suffered at least a couple dozen broken hearts and
another dozen close calls. Realizing that it is probably time to settle
down into a committed relationship, he takes the man who most nearly
arouses the passion he felt for Craig to dinner at a very expensive
French restaurant, Le Petit Chalet, and just as he is all set to
propose, suddenly, miraculously, and maddeningly, the orchestra chooses
that very moment to play Lerner and Lowe’s incredibly lovely “Almost
Like Being in Love” and magically, just as if he was a resident of
Brigadoon, Travis awakens (about 80 years sooner than the rest of the
village!) and comes to the realization that has been staring him in the
face for two decades.
“Craig. Craig with crinkly eyes and Craig who invented the single
dimple and Craig who called me “Smerko” and Craig who taught me about
cookie fights and Craig who never laughed at my popcorn and Craig who
found a thousand ways to say ‘I Love You” without using any words. And
we let it slip away from us. Just like that. Why do they entrust youth
to kids?” (p. 111)
ACT III: Travis Makes A Decision
Travis needs no second wake-up call. No matter how maddeningly crazy it
is, he begins a cross-country odyssey to find his first and only love,
Craig.
He had once known love and he let it slip away twenty years ago. George
Washington crossing the icy Delaware River on Christmas night 1776 with
2500 starving and freezing men to surprise and defeat the Hessian
troops could not have exhibited more persistence or greater resolve
than Travis as he sets off to search the nation and reclaim
Craig. Roger Marris’ 61st homer was an undersized achievement
compared to Travis’ newly found zeal.
Dramatis Personae
The cast of characters in Almost Like Being in Love and their zip codes
parallel the same expanse of the country of Craig and Travis’ lives and
the same stretch of territory of Travis’ cross-country saga in search
of his one true love. The cast of characters in Kluger’s romance is
large enough to fill a company, including dancers and non-speaking
roles, for a community theatre production, if not the entire original
cast of “Brigadoon” in a Broadway revival. Moreover, they are all
just as appealing. Indeed, one of Kluger’s premier attributes as a
writer is his creation of both gay and straight characters that are
often quirky, but almost always funny, disarmingly charming and who
contribute significantly to the “feel good” appeal of his novels.
On Travis’ side, twenty years later, there is still his satyr-like,
sexually insatiable roommate Gordo who has become phenomenally
successful as an unaccredited screenplay writer in Hollywood with much
gratitude to but more than a little frustration for his dad, Henry A.
Duboise, Hollywood’s Argosy Entertainment, Literary Representatives.
Gordo’s business card may read Gordon Duboise, screenwriter, but his
Internet URL is “GordoStud.com –home page of Gordon Duboise,
screenwriter, lover, bon vivant.” (p. 101) Gordo shares an equal
concern with the USC jocks for Travis’ future happiness and although
the mold on his dirty clothes continues to grow unabated, so does
reader fondness for him develop at a similar rate. Hopefully, it is not
giving too much away to state that by the end of the novel, Gordo’s
Internet site has changed to “GordoDad.com – home page of Gordon
Duboise, screenwriter, father, former heartthrob.” (p. 340)
There is also Travis’ devoted colleague and department chair, Andrea
Fox, who has taken on the thankless task of desperately trying to find
Travis a 30K grant he needs to write his seminal book ALEXANDER
HAMILTON AND THE DESIGNATED HITTER. Also at Southern Cal, there is the
handsome assistant college librarian, Julian Brennan, with whom Travis
is finally thinking of settling down. (Hence the dinner date at Le
Petit Chalet where the strains of the orchestra playing “Almost Like
Being in Love” finally awaken Travis from his twenty-year nap.)
Once awake and headed cross country with little money and only Gordo’s
laptop to stay in touch and receive critical undercover information on
Craig’s whereabouts, Travis hitches a ride with the ABBA-obsessed fan
Brendan Tracey, the owner of an orange Corvette and who argues
continuously with Travis about such subjects as matters of the heart in
between ABBA songs and long stretches of silence until he becomes
convinced, like his hitchhiker, that it is never too late to find one’s
first and sole true love. A short trip with Brendan ends up being a
full ride to St. Louis, where Travis recalls Craig’s mother practices
medicine. It is a critical stopping point for Travis, but it is far
from the end of the journey for Brendan. Travis’ magic has rubbed off
on him as well. Brendan heads for Chicago to find his first sweetheart
, Jennifer, still single and ready to reunite.
To his dismay, Travis confirms that Craig’s mother is indeed Dr. Louise
McKenna, but is shocked to learn that her specialization is OB/GYN and
his chances for an appointment with her are just as impossible as her
willingness to provide him with any information about her son. Dr.
McKenna does not mind that her son is gay, but she is insistent that he
marry a doctor!
Desperate, Travis asks A. J., the sexy owner of Streaker’s
Restaurant and Bar in St. Louis (“Around the corner from the St. Louis
Cardinals”) where he camps out to pretend she is his wife and will
undergo a pelvic examination in order to gain access to Craig’s
whereabouts. When A. J. refuses, Travis is caught trespassing in the
middle of the night in Dr. McKenna’s office frantically searching for
the Craig’s whereabouts. It becomes clear that Travis needs custodial
care so A. J. bails him out of jail, gives him a couch to sleep on, and
ultimately becomes his chauffer and partner in romantic crime all the
way to Saratoga, New York. Thanks to Gordo’s lap top, A. J. and Gordo
strike up a “dial up” love affair in which they share joint custody of
the lovesick and slightly unhinged Travis.
Craig’s cast of characters is even larger. There is Charleen
Webb, first his Harvard pal and now his full partner McKenna and Webb,
A Law Partnership, in the Saratoga, New York. There is the brawny and
handsome Clayton, who first saved Craig’s behind at Harvard when the
latter’s Harvey Milk vigil turned into a full-scale riot and who now
owns both a hardware store and a construction company in Saratoga and
pines to marry Craig complete with ring, European honeymoon, rice, and
the promise of a long-term commitment to a loving, quiet, and peaceful
domestic family life. Craig and Charleen’s office manager is the
adorable but fiercely efficient and very gay Brian who has a secret
crush on Clayton.
Kluger loves kids -- just possibly even more than Ethel Merman and the
Boston Red Sox – and just as he made Joey Margolis the hero of Last
Days of Summer, he introduces Noah Kessler, a nine-year-old runaway
whom Craig takes on as a client in a bitter custody battle. The
youthful Noah becomes Craig’s romantic adviser just as Craig, forever
the bleeding heart liberal, futilely attempts to win Noah the right to
live at least half the year with his Dad, Jody Kessler, once a high
school sports hero who has had a particularly long streak of hard luck
and is now a semi-pro itinerant baseball player currently in Utica.
Jody made it to the Big Show once just long enough to strike out three
times at bat and spend a lot of time on the bench. In the off season,
he fixes cars for a meager living that is not nearly substantial enough
to support his son in the manner to which his first wife, Annette, has
become accustomed. She has married a plutocrat, travels extensively in
Europe, and leaves her son with a German nanny cum housekeeper and
refuses any attempts to allow her son to share in her first husband’s
pathetically nomadic semi-pro baseball life. Other minor players
include Wayne Duvall, the New York State Democratic Party chair who is
trying to convince Craig to run for the legislature (a secret Craig
keeps from Clayton).
Production Notes: EPHEMRA
Readers new to the writing of Steve Kluger may require a few pages to
become used to his epistolary novel (a Travis-like BIG word that merely
translates to a work of fiction revealed through letters as opposed to
a standard narrative). The use of notes, letters, newspaper clippings,
and other documents was at the heart of his novel, Last Days of Summer,
but a considerable chunk of narrative remained. In Almost Like Being in
Love, Kluger uses an even wider array of emphera (That’s another Travis
BIG word that simply means “printed matter”) to weave his comical tale
of Travis’ quirky and quixotic odyssey to reclaim Craig. Here, Kluger
depends almost entirely on ephemera that includes but is by no means
limited to entries from journals and diaries, personal and official
letters, legal briefs and records of court proceedings, inter-office
and intra-office memos, Post-It Notes, restaurant menus, political
campaign literature, bumper stickers, newspaper stories (The Saratoga
Courant), lovers’ notes, a play-by-play of five rounds in a gay
lovers’ quarrel – complete with box scores, emails and web home pages,
Peabody’s Contemporary Criticism (don’t ask), the Puckett/Duboise
Debates (Gordo & Travis on such diverse issues as gay and straight
love affairs and moldy clothing), the Baseball Encyclopedia and The
Baseball Almanac, one forged application by “Anita Bryant” requesting
membership in the Aryan Nation, and countless other written or
electronically conveyed printed matter that once adjusted to by willing
readers actually moves the plot along at lightening pace and further
succeeds in making them feel like co-conspirators with Kluger in first
plotting and then telling a very funny and sweet story. Kluger’s
narrative style not only produces laughter, it makes the reading of the
novel seem intensely personal.
Two of the funniest sets of entries are “Travis Puckett’s Boyfriend
Checklist” complete with its three-tiered divisions of “Beginner,”
“Intermediate,” and “Top of the Line” entries and his college final
exam questions (plus the answers from USC jocks who have ended up
giving love life advice to Travis with a sympathy not unlike Hans
Christian Andersen displayed for “The Little Match Girl,” except in
Travis’ case he is the “Little Gay Boy” without a match.
While some readers may find the improbable plot line or “inside joke”
told with bits and scraps of imaginatively created paper (or computer
screens) takes too long to unravel or contains memoranda that might
better have seen a paper shredder than the pages of a novel, this
reviewer fell in love with Kluger’s creative format and witty style and
wished the ending had not arrived all too soon. The final page
seemed less an ending than the disappointed feeling one has in a room
full of friends when the best punch line of the best joke has been
revealed and a kind of hush falls over the crowd because everyone knows
that no one else will equal the yarn they have just heard.
Theatre Review – “Almost Like Being in Love”
Deserves the Tony Award
Jerry Flack, Theatre Critic, Denver Post
In a slightly different (but far better written) manner the essence of
Almost Like Being in Love boils down to the chance meeting and dialogue
Craig and Travis (AKA “Smerko”) have just after Craig and Charleen
(with a LOT of help from Clayton) have FINALLY won the custody battle
for Noah and Jody. Recapping twenty years of their divergent life
paths, Craig begins: “I started college, made trouble, met Clayton,
turned into a lawyer, got this offer from the Democrats and missed you.
Your turn.” (p. 328)
Travis: “I started college, found the sacrifice fly rule in The
Federalist Papers, earned my teaching degree, broke up with
twenty-seven boyfriends who all looked like you, got a $30,000 grant
that I put on hold when I heard ‘Almost Like Being in Love’ again, and
missed you back.” (p. 329)
Fortunately, Kluger does not confine his gay characters to a GLBT
literary ghetto. The inclusion of straight romantic subplots, farce,
snappy humor, and sports (especially pro baseball) has made Almost Like
Being in Love a cross-over novel popular with both gay and straight
audiences. Yes, his Craig and Travis show may seem lightweight, but he
is also sharing with a broad audience an important fact GLBT readers
and writers appear to believe: love is love is love and it can be
eternal whether it is gay or straight. That is a fine accomplishment.
“Standing ovation, Please!”
Jerry Flack
Denver, Colorado
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Incidentally, for information on Kluger’s other books, his battle to
save Boston’s original Fenway Park, his ongoing political warfare with
the Department of Interior to restore the baseball playing field at the
Japanese American internment camp at the Manzanar National Historic
Site (CA) plus his views on gay baseball players in the big leagues,
not to mention the reappearance of the Washington Senators and what
baseball means to America’s future, be sure to visit Kluger chock-full,
sensitive, funny and altogether enjoyable home page: http://www.stevekluger.com/index.html
and other sites devoted to Kluger-mania via your favorite web browser.
There is a lot of both Craig and Travis wrapped up in Steve Kluger:
Author, Red sox Fan, Uncle—and every word is a treat.
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